Come again NEVER!!!!!
Whine alert!!!! U have been warned!!!
I hurt from head to toe and every part in between!!! I've cried numerous times today because its so much.
I went to Menards today to get drawer pulls for baby's dresser. The walk from my car to the store seemed like an eternity!!! I walked in the front door and PROUDLY asked if there was a key for the motorized cart!!! The lady looked at me sadly and then told me there wasn't one I just needed to unplug it. So I got on and got my knobs. I brought the cart back to the front and asked to check out there. A different lady was there and wouldn't check me out. She said they weren't able to. Cry #1. I realize at this point I could have hopped back on the fun little cart and drove to the registers, but I thought, I could do it. Yeah, I WAS WRONG!!!! As I am seriously barely even taking steps, 2 different older women asked me if I was okay and if I needed help. Cry #2 I politely told them thank u but I was just slow. They both looked so sad. I made it to the check outs and the cashier scanned my stuff AND bagged it for me. If u know Menards, they do not bad ur stuff. I musta looked a wreck! Got my bag with my knobs and began to take my baby steps. Got to my car, got in, cry #3. Yeah I was on a roll!!! Sat there about 7 mins before I could even move. Headed home.
I was done physically and mentally!!!
I cried at least 2-3 more times tonight.
It is amazing how much I feel like a failure, even tho I KNOW there is nothing I can do to fix this or change this and it isn't my fault. I'm well aware I am not a failure, I am a survivor, but HG makes u feel so negatively about urself.
I'll be happy when this is done and over
Until Later
~J
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