Sunday, March 31, 2013

Happy 35/35 day!!!! (And Easter too!!)

35 weeks down, 35 days to go!!!! This cannot go fast enough!!! I need it to go as fast as possible!!! I wanna be done!!

Happy Easter!!!!

Until Later
~J

Sleeping in the same bed as the hubs

It's always an adventure! Lol!! I never know when I am going to wake up during the night, but I know, when he's there I will!!! Tonight it was 12:30ish. I was jolted awake by snoring, then by right leg decided to join the party and jump around for what seemed like a whole minute. Prolly not even close to that amount of time!! But once my leg started jumping then my anxiety started. I think because I was in a deep sleep and then I was awake so fast. I think that's why my leg started too!!! Anyway, my go to now while in bed and anxiety hits like that is to do some square breathing/belly breathing. If that doesn't work I make a trip to the bathroom. Then I get back in bed and get on my iPod! Lol I tried closing my eyes, but it wasn't gonna happen!! Lol
So now I'm lying here, typing with one ear plug in (the other fell behind the bed. I gotta get it tmrw) with my relaxing melodies on trying to drown out the sound, while realizing last night when the hubs was gone....I didn't wake up once. Pure coincidence I'm sure *wink*

Okay going to try an sleep again. Prolly wont happen for sat least another hour, but at least I can try!!! Nighty night

Until Later
~J

Update: let the late night nausea begin!!! Oh yucky!!!! Hope this goes away some time soon! Pfffft yeah right!!!

Night everyone!!!

Saturday, March 30, 2013

36 days!!!!

36 days!!!! 5 weeks and 1 day!!! I thought it was 35 days today but I was wrong :( tack that one back on. I CANNOT wait. I'm so ready but u all know that so I don't need to keep telling u.

The hubs and chitlin should be home soon!!! They were supposed to be home HOURS ago, but due to circumstances out of his control (his grandma) they ended up leaving WAY later than they were supposed to!!
I miss them and just want them home.

I ordered out supper tonight. Pizza and toasted ravioli. Yum! But I ate too much and I'm very uncomfortable. But so far it's staying down!!!!

Oooh they just pulled in!!! They are home!!!! Yay!!!!!

Going to give lots of hugs and kisses!!!

Until Later
~J

Friday, March 29, 2013

Home alone for the night. I wish that the hubs and chitlin were home, but they are having fun up at his grandma's. I had to work today and I am not feeling that well.

Went to the chiropractor today. My regular one was out today, so I went to her partner. He was very thorough, but was very different. My regular chiro is a woman, strong obviously, but has a certain way of doing things. This guy had a specific way as well...LOL. He adjusted the table to make room for my belly. He checked my leg length and then...BOOM...3x in a row, right on my pelvis, both his hands. I thought I was going to pop!!! Seriously!!! I'm not joking, I thought he was going to pop my belly! Lol then he moved up my spine and did 3 super hard pushes and I cracked the whole way up!!! Now, my chiro typically does the drop method, not the grab ur neck and jerk!! Well this guy did just that. He was very quiet and then CRACK, CRACK, CRACK, CRACK. And I screamed: "Oh, that scared me!!!" And he responded: don't worry it won't fall off.
Good lord!! I about died. But I feel better.

I'm home alone tonight :( and feeling a bit anxious, but hoping it goes away. Baby girl is moving like crazy and it's making me a bit nauseous, ok more than a bit, A LOT!! Going to bed soon in hopes I can sleep a bit tonight.

I think I mentioned this yesterday or the day before, but I'm asking my OB next Tuesday again about inducing. Not anything crazy inducing, because baby girl needs to grow and be healthy, but I am struggling so hard with all the things I am going through. Yuck!!!!

The water works have been on and off all night :(

I hope u like the picture I posted. It really is true!!!

Until Later
~J



Thursday, March 28, 2013

Whoa....that was weird!

Was just laying in bed, hot pack on my head when I had this huge wave of "something" come over me. It was yucky. I didn't know if I was gonna vomit, pass out, or have to go to the bathroom!!! It was so yucky feeling.
I say up and took my pulse twice 92 and 94, while sitting on the edge of the bed.
I'm afraid to lay back down. What a weird feeling! Ugh...now I'm all jacked up and prolly won't be able to get back to bed.

No heart attack

my primary care doc looked at the EKG that was sent and he said that sometimes the leads are just off a bit and it causes false positives. THANK GOD. that is the last freaking thing I need.

printed off some literature for my nerve block that I am going to have and feel pretty okay with it. still a bit scary but seriously, the pain that I am having at the base of my skull is ridiculous and if I would have gotten in ions ago, maybe the pain wouldn't have been so bad.

Going to talk to my OB next tuesday about it and along with the MRI. it will be interesting to see what he says. I am also going to ask him about inducing again. Even if it is a week early, I don't care, i will have a date and I will know then. Oh it will be sweet. obviously it will only work if my body is ready. I know that. its worth asking again. don't judge, until you walk in my shoes.....just saying.....

Until Later
~J

1am, I'm not puking but.....

I'd sure like to be. Okay not really because puking doesn't really make u feel any less pukey. U still feel so nauseous!! Some of the Worst feelings ever.
1am and so abruptly woken up from a deep sleep from nausea, rapid HR, numbness, and cramping. I'm guessing gastro cramping but at this point it could be anything.i feel like such a ticking time bomb. I wish that I could sleep the days away like I did earlier in this HG hell. It was great to sleep half ur crappy days away. Now, not so easy. Nothing is "easy" anymore, except for that positive attitude easily slipping away. Boy do I need an anchor for that.
If any of u have an in with the Big Guy upstairs can u please give him the big thumbs up that its okay baby girl comes any day now. I'm waving my white flag, I'm ready to come out now.

Until Later
~J